*Tired sighs* Oh well.. can't have holiday everyday no da ^^;; Why am I even here ^^"??
Heh ^.~ Just thought of taking a break from last minute "pia-ing" my homeworks..
Count down: 1126 to end of school holiday (sadly.. ¬_¬) I guess Jin's right after all... I always say that I'll make it, I'll go to school, I'll go to SJ, but I never keep up with my words.. I break my promises again and again.. and I should know that this will in turn break people's trust on me *again and again*
And no matter how I apologise, I can't redo how I'd let people and myself down. Blaming my parents, or any others are of no use, cos' debating til the core.. it's still my own's fault. If not for my health, my parents wouldn't be too worry to let me out. If not for my bootlicking habits, my parents would have trust me more... and all this in turn will let me gain trust from my friends..
I'm already very left out, I should've known better and try to catch up with everyone again, but did I do it? No.. and everything is just getting worse... Ok.. to keep my promise (for Jin n co') I need to blog at least once a week ^^;; so here am I trying to think of what I can type ^^;;;;;;
Homework's 1/3 done.. and that's a very bad sign since school's re-opening real soon *nervous laugh*.. but I think I'll manage to get by just on time (ehe.. jin.. i copied what you'd said XD)
Anyway, I'm left with A-maths, chem, eng and a few chinese and i'm done with all the writing!! (yay! *throws confeti*) But as for now.. it's going to be the death of me (¬_¬)
Ehehe.. should have known better than to "hug the buddha's leg at the last minute".. now, even if I regretted it, it's of no use..
Oh well~ I'm going to finish it anyway, so no more sulking! ^^v Got a new layout ^^v But then again, the more i look at it, the more i feel like puking ^.~
Anyways, i better hurry and finish off my homework. Really now.. the lazy bugs are getting the better of me ¬_¬ *whacks ownself* itai~