But instead of forgetting
I want to behold them forever
Because they consist of you
Practically skip school today on purpose ^.~ okok.. Atashi wa naughty girl desu...
But then again, even if I DID attend school today, I'll most probably be chased home for lacking control of sanity ^^;;;
I'm better now though (fei hua!) or I won't be typing away happily, I'll be breaking myself instead...
Plus! Even if I chose to attend school, my parents may not even allow me. They're pretty scared + worried about me already. That makes me real guilty now... *sighs*
I skip school because I really DID lose my sanity no da ^.~ My eyes were swollen since 0140 yesterday. Today? The swelling gets worse with redness and moisture every 5 minutes or so...
My eyes weren't the ones who suffered most though, my stomach is ^^;;;
Ate a lot yesterday, ate very little this morning, ate a lot just now...
My stomach would have died out on me if I hadn't stopped inflating and deflating it exaggeratively.
Fortunately, I was slap back to earth, but quite painfully too (¬__¬)
*PIAK* *BONK* *PIAK* ... I was nearly KO-ed when the harshness came in:
"If you care so much for the dead, either live for them or go 'look for them'! They don't need you to waste time torturing yourself! IF YOU THINK SO MUCH OF THE DEAD, WHAT ABOUT THE LIVING??!"
Ouchy~
Honestly, I'm very grateful for that awakening call, but oh well *sheepish shrug shrug*, I pretended to be angered by that. Ego problem no da! ^o^v
Heh! But seriously, I finally know where went wrong all the while:
It's wrong when I aimed for learning to let go of the pain.
It's more realistic to aimed for learning to accept and face the pain.
BE BRAVE. FOR ME. FOR YOU.
Current State: 46kg, 1.52m. Fetish for Ice-Cream and Old Chang Kee's Yam Pie.
Target Objective: 40kg, 1.60m. Fetish for studying.
Impossibilities: Cultivate fetish for studying... *small voice* and the 1.60m... but choy! will be able to get 1!! ;)
Weak Points: Fetish for ice-cream and yam pie... Laziness...
Plannings: Run like mad, Jump like crazy, eat air will do...
Now now... don't get the title wrong, it's not a crush or anything near that sense, I'm perfectly normal, hence means that I won't fall in love (that kind) with a comic series =^^=
I was introduced with Fu-Ru-Ba, aka Fruits Basket, quite some time ago but I wasn't really interested and all... though the story plot is rather interesting.
'Til recently, I got really bored and decided to browse around for nice anime graphics (to prepare for Kudos! Tribute's new layout), and stumbled upon two really candid webbies of Fruits Basket (FB). They have lots of nice, cute, FUNNY pictures and screencaps of the anime/manga.
From there and then onwards, my curiosity was stirred to life. XD
I went to "loiter" around Comics Connection and *finally* caught sight of the manga.
However, to my surprise, the set's only up to volume 4...
WAITAMINTUTE!! I thought the series is long completed??? o_O;;
Ok... so I have a mouth, so I open my mouth, so I ask the person-in-charge at the shop.
SO the conclusion is that:
*Yes, the series IS completed
*Apparently, the author decided to republish it or something (actually I'm still not sure ^^;;)
*The cover page of the republished version is MUCH nicer ^_______^
Anyway, I'm going GAGA all over FB!! ^.^v *lovers pride*
The characters are unique in their own way, not to mention them being super adorable and UTTERLY FUNNY. >;D
*sigh* I've fallen in love with Shigure, Momiji, Kyo, Yuki, Ayame...... and to think that I've only read up to volume 4... *sigh dreamy sigh*
I'd like to jot down a brief discription of Fruits Basket here, but then
Oh well~ *bounce bounce* The 2 cute webbies I've mentioned above are:
+ Onigiri :: riceball paradise
+ Dai Bouken's Fruits Basket Site
Do check them out! ^__<
You're Shigure - the dog!
Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla GRR~~!! Something went wrong and all my chromeless windows went haywired!!! >__<
It's supposed to open to a specified width and height. It had been working that way, the *correct* way for a long time now. I've never touched the codes for my chromeless! NEVER. I swear!
Now ~_~? It opens up to fit the full size of the window. s.u.p.e.r u.g.l.y
Darn~ I've checked the codes sooo many times for the reason why it went wrong, but all I get is a more severely shrinking brain each time ^.~
Blech! Forget it, if I can't get it right soon, I'll just change all my chromeless to normal pop-ups...
They're not as candid on the eye tho' ^^;;;; I failed an attempt in baking a round as in *ball-like* round, SPHERE-shape cake... >____<
It just crumbles and turn out to be a baked mash of erm... crumbs.. not to mention that I OVER-baked that thing..
Darn... I'll be punished by *the above* for wasting food... but I don't want to -__-''
So~~ that leaves me with finishing up what I've created, into my stomach (and out later ^^;;;).
I really should stop causing troubles ~.~
But then again... life would be too boring if that happens XD
Conclusion: I'm going to hang painted toilet paper-rolls on my ceiling! ^__^ I'm lame... My life's lame.. Humiliation is lame...
Did i mention HUMILIATION IS LAME??!! cos' I hate humiliation!!
Why? *glares at heaven and demand* WHY WHY WHY?!! why am i born so clumsy! Such a klutz??!
-____-'' ok.. I should get to the point now
Was doing some studying yesterday, before I got bored and chatted online for awhile, before I blasted the damned-or-soon-be-damned computer and had finally gotten myslef into the superior boredom of the century (¬_¬)
My neighbour 'dropped-by' nonetheless to help me rescue that *damned* computer, and when he did so, the boredom I felt was very well shown on my face. He was practically killing me with his criticisms about my pathetic-looking face.
[FLASHBACK]
The first step he took into my house, " -__- You look pathetic.."
Me: " -__________- You look pathetic too... even more so"
He: " -_________________- No I don't.. and if I do, it's because I'm imitating you"
Me: *monotone* (really bored) "y.u.c.k~ Forget it. I'm prettier than you"
He: "... ..."
Me: "... ..."
He: "You look pathetic..."
- and so the world goes on with the pathetic looks I had yesterday -
[apx 30 mins later]
He: "Get out and have some fresh air lah! You look half-dead... if not, you look dead ^.~"
Me: "hn"
He: -___-
Me: (¬_______________¬)
He: "Let's go. Eaten? My treat 'k?"
Me: $__$!! Ikuso!!! *drags him by the collar and dashed out*
[END of FLASHBACK]
Ok~~ but that's nothing humiliating... but what's really humiliating?? I'll be damned to hell and back!! >___<
Maybe I should thank whoever-up-there that he's not seeing me in court for being "molested" ^^v
But it's not MY fault damn it!
Firstly, thank my ever trusty slip-on for being a ultra slip-off at Admiralty MRT station and make me lose my balance.
Secondly, thank my ever mobile neighbour for being an ultimate statue positioned at my behind-left.
Thirdly, thank the ever natural human instincts for being my natural reflex of shooting up my hand all over to get a balancing support.
Lastly, thank whatever stupidity I'm born with to grab hold of the least likely *thing* to be a balancing object. Hell and DAMN those idiots for snickering at my poor innocent soul!! My hand's polluted damn it!!! *HAULT* I really should stop using that damned word "damn" ^^;;
By the by, that very instant when I grabbed that *thing*, both of us were like "Agr~~! O__O" *jerks off like touching a boiling kettle*
-_______________-
We fell into D.E.A.D.L.Y silence.
With HIM blushing and ME grinning idiotly ^^;;;;;;
After some time (maybe a minute or two), I asked, "eh... but it's ar.. soft...?"
He gave me an exasperated look and snapped back with an equally exasperated tone "PLEASE!!! Who will for no reason be hard?!??"
Me: ^^;;; sorry ^^
- END OF HUMILIATION -